Upon Waking

Have you ever woken up and felt "off" but aren't sure why, only to realize a couple of hours later that the "off" you are feeling is the feeling of being yourself - confident, not self-loathing or insecure, the you who is capable of doing things without worry, frustration, insecurity, over-intellectualization...mostly insecurity, and realize that the "rut" you've been in for that last month or two is gone - just gone, for no real reason, and you know it's gone because the other you would be worrying that it took you so long to recognize the feeling of "normal" and "emotionally healthy and/or stable," but the normal you is like - "cool, it's about fucking time, let's go do laundry and listen to the BBC"?